jelena, dear, apart from listening to the encouraging songs, just tell yourself: Hell with you, me is strong, me doesn't give a damn of you! and besides!! I'm perfect while you are not!!
Believe me - it works! been through this once

I once happned to see him and his wife (dammit) on TV show: The Newlyweds or something like this aaahhhhrrrrrrggggg
and when all my friends started calling me: Vickie, have you seen him??? and her??? you're way much better! etc
well anyawya, I survived, and no doubt you'll survive it all as well!
Now okay!!!!
Yesterday I was at my fave band gig!!
The band's name is Okean Elzy, the Ukrainian rock band, my absolutely favourite one, I just freeze speechless as I see them live, oh my god.. ('ll give you the hint, I'll use one of their songs for my next video

I've got sort of obligations regarding the number of OE gigs I HAVE TO attend during the year. The number averages at 10;)) However, thanks to our orange revolution I more than fulfilled my obligations, since guys were on stage every other week during the revolution times;)))
My next favourite bands are: Bon Jovi (I've been there fan for... let me count... over 10 years, 11 probably;) - dying to see them live, thats my most sacred dream, to tell you the truth, HIM (heh heh Poisy is short for Poison Girl, HIM's song) - been once to their New Year gig in Helsinki - it was AWESOME!!!
Mumiy Troll is my fave Russian band for... erm... 8 years, you may hear them in Fearing Death video.
I also like many other Finnish rock bands, inlcuding Negative, Apocalyptica and Entwine, and Russian guys.
I also fancy Evanescence a big deal, especially there Not for Your Ears album - it's heavy and rocky;))))